Fucked Up.....

I went to sleep yesterday night seeing that the Indians were making mincemeat of the English bowlers... Seeing Sehwag and Sachin in full flow was so pleasing to the eye....

I wake up today to news that bought tears to my eyes... It never happend before.... Not when people were killed in local trains, bombs planted in plain sight outside malls and multiplexes...

This time its different... This time its more than some anonymous terrorist placing bombs all over the place... Targetting the main hot spots of mumbai... Some how this time its personal...

18 hours and ongoing... 100 people dead and 300 injured... I can just sit back and watch the news ... I feel helpless... I dont know what to do....

Today is a day to mourn... Today is a day to sit back and ponder...Maybe the terrorist have won at the end of the day... They finally got people like me sitting in A/C offices to think... To feel sorrow... To feel helpless...

Congragulations.... You have won... You have shown you can do anything you want...

I hope tommorow will not be like yesterday... Not just another day... I hope to see some oppurtunity where i can contribute to bring all this to an end..

Till then i sit and mourn in my desk...